GiveNewLife
11-29-2007, 01:26 PM
I realize, in this life, it is a scary thought to house somebody you never met or never even tried to help.
I am just as anxious. Yet if we stay in a place where we aren't happy, we will die unhappy. And we let people rule our thoughts and dreams we never get the courage to fly.. we never get where we need to be in life. Where WE feel it is.
I'm concerned about WHOM I live with, so I prefer women, my age or older. I am NOT a *******. I'm straight-laced..love cowBOYS.. I need someone who knows how to diet, who knows the fun places, who knows how to get ahead in life and have everything your heart desires.
So THATS what I'm asking...
I have lived a sheltered 50 years in one area with love from family but contol.. telling me I wouldn't like this or that..
Makes me want it more.. because I have always been completely opposite from all of them. I read about Tara Cole just now.. and it gave me the chills.
I too, have trouble keeping jobs very long.. yet I think in the music world I will make something of me.
I have that inner thought... which gives me the strength maybe not the courage to do on my own, but to find a friend to guide me.
I live clean, I do not do street drugs, I drink a couple beers each month, I'm on an anti-depressant; I'm not wealthy at all, I get $643 each month from my IOWA SSDI.. but wish to get rid of that & make $35,000 or more a year.. I know I have the brain it just got pushed aside for too long.
Just as MANY other poor people have found fame in singing I will too.. even at 50 plus years. I feel it deep inside me.. even if I only pack the suitcases for the singers.. I made it where I wish to be. in country music world :rolleyes:
My Aunt would be proud.
thanks...
I am just as anxious. Yet if we stay in a place where we aren't happy, we will die unhappy. And we let people rule our thoughts and dreams we never get the courage to fly.. we never get where we need to be in life. Where WE feel it is.
I'm concerned about WHOM I live with, so I prefer women, my age or older. I am NOT a *******. I'm straight-laced..love cowBOYS.. I need someone who knows how to diet, who knows the fun places, who knows how to get ahead in life and have everything your heart desires.
So THATS what I'm asking...
I have lived a sheltered 50 years in one area with love from family but contol.. telling me I wouldn't like this or that..
Makes me want it more.. because I have always been completely opposite from all of them. I read about Tara Cole just now.. and it gave me the chills.
I too, have trouble keeping jobs very long.. yet I think in the music world I will make something of me.
I have that inner thought... which gives me the strength maybe not the courage to do on my own, but to find a friend to guide me.
I live clean, I do not do street drugs, I drink a couple beers each month, I'm on an anti-depressant; I'm not wealthy at all, I get $643 each month from my IOWA SSDI.. but wish to get rid of that & make $35,000 or more a year.. I know I have the brain it just got pushed aside for too long.
Just as MANY other poor people have found fame in singing I will too.. even at 50 plus years. I feel it deep inside me.. even if I only pack the suitcases for the singers.. I made it where I wish to be. in country music world :rolleyes:
My Aunt would be proud.
thanks...